OK, so I am a chocoholic. There I said it.
Not just someone that loves chocolate, but I have an actual addiction. OK it's maybe not that bad, but it does feel like it sometimes.
I LOVE baking and making sweet treats but I also understand I can't eat like that all the time. I try to be as healthy as I can. That's why there is a 'Healthy' section on my blog too as it's something I am really trying to make a part of my life!
'Starting again' is something I have done wayyyy too many times in my life, but here I am again.
Yesterday I went to the gym in the morning (I have just joined my local one) BUT there is no point if I still eat lots of chocolate. Anyone who follows me on Instagram may have seen the 20 crème eggs we have. I LOVE crème eggs. But they don't love me. I think I put on about a pound as soon as I eat one. I definitely don't have a fast metabolism so thank goodness the season is coming to an end and I will no longer be able to pop round to the shop for one !
So, maybe I should fill you in - I am not happy with my weight or my health at the moment, you may have gathered from my Instagram if you follow me there that I try, but I often slip up.
So maybe it's not OK?.... but it has to be OK, because you can't beat yourself up about it - you are only human - and you can try again tomorrow right !!
Also it takes time to re train your brain in to a whole new way of thinking. I would love to be super fit and healthy and only eat organic and use paraben free skin care all the time, but things take time to research and prepare for and until you really get a wake up call and decide you want to do something about it, it's OK to slip up - a little, not a lot mind, and get back on track as soon as you can !
I think daily inspiration is a HUGE help here, so I follow fitness people on IG and get advice, research ingredients and find out what they mean to my health, sometimes keep a food diary, anything that helps !
I really felt sooo ill last night and heavy and gross that I had to be better today ! And you know what - I have been so far !! It's SUCH a great feeling and I know it's only a day - but one step at a time !
Is anyone else trying to be healthy ?
I will share anything I find that is helpful to me if you like ? And please do share any advice you have with me !
OK, so one more crème egg ? NOoooo !